Oh happy days!

It's official. I am an National Registry EMT. Finally, after all the work I've put into this, it's a reality now. Now I have to start precepting and working towards getting cut loose. Eheheheh :DDDD

Time to reboot and catch up here.

I'm sorry for my long absence, if anyone actually takes the time to read this thing. I've been going through a really rough time, and I'm still in it, but I'm slowly climbing out of it.

I retook my EMT test, yesterday. Since my first go around, I didn't do so well... hoping for the best, I want it so badly. I am thinking about applying for Eagle Transport, if I do get my certs squared away. Reckon we'll see. I will let you all know what happens when I find out!

Meh.

I'm sorry if anyone reads this and is expecting a post about how things went. I'm going through a pretty rough time right now, things are really bad for me and I'm in a low spot, so I'm sorry but it'll be awhile before I'll feel okay enough to start this up again, but if anyone needs me I can try my best to keep in contact. Thank you all for the understanding..

Now we wait...

For anyone who reads my blog, if there's anyone who really keeps up with it. I took my NREMT exam today. It seemed really easy, but who knows. I hope I did well. I know I did well. I did. Blah. We'll see. This is my last step to the first step to the rest of my life path. I'm a on a journey, to do things better, to do things right by those I love. Anyway, I will let this blog know for sure know my results on my test!

Adios for now.

NREMT Exam.

That's tomorrow. I'm scared. Kind of. More nervous than scared, I guess. I've been preparing for this day since August. I will pass this exam. I will. I will become an EMT, this is my life long dream, this is what I want to do with my life. This is my life. My dream. I will not be a nothing like my dad thought I would turn out to be. I will be better.

I want to have the chance to save lives. I want people anywhere, anytime, to know that they can contact me if they need something. I am here for anyone who needs someone to talk to. I always will be. My calling is just to help people. In whatever way that may be, I can be the person you scream and cuss and let it all out to, I can be your wall, I can hold you up. Anything you need, don't hesitate to contact me, yeah? Leave a comment on my blog, and then I'll get back in contact with you.

Updates.

I received an email earlier, and she'll know who she is but it was awesome to hear that someone actually read my blog enough to reach out and comment about it. My other blog, if ever stumbled upon is not a happy one, I'll admit. I've been through a rough time in my life. I won't share that publically on here or anything but I think it's part of the reason it makes me strive to be the best man I can possibly be. To be better than I was seemingly raised to be or cared about. I treat everyone I love with a passion and I am not afraid to stand up for the ones I love.

Anyway though, I'm having a bad night so I'm just all out in rant mode. I only have a few more days till I go test out for my NREMT exam. That's kind of nerve racking, but I really think I'll be fine. I know I'll be fine. I've studied and worked hard for this and it's my dream. Starting my first real job, that's always exciting too. Living in a small town like the one I live in, I stay at the station a lot, and rarely run calls because we get so few, but when we do happen to get a call, minuscule or not I'm all ready to go. All ready to do everything I can to help this person... because in the end everyone deserves to be helped. Everyone deserves a second chance at life and if I can be that person to give them that second chance then that's the greatest feeling in the world. Knowing I just helped a person return to their life, to their job, or maybe their family and kids, moms and dads, just something. It's just... a good feeling.

I'm not sure why I'm awake right now, so if this blog doesn't even really make much sense I'm sorry. Just.. rough night and like writing about my passions in life seemed to help some.

Moving Foward.

I got voted as an officer of my Rescue Squad tonight! I'm super excited about that. Doesn't mean I can do anything too major. I'll just be the secretary for the 2013 year. But, still. I'm excited for it. Gives me some speaking ability in the Squad about how to run things more smoothly. I'm only 18 but I'm determined to make a difference. Even it is in a really small county like the one I live in. Start small finish big, yeah? Sounds like a good plan to me.

Finally got all the stuff for my EMT class finished. I take my state practical on December 20th. I think I'll do well on it. I hope I do well, anyway. We'll see though. I think I got the highest score in the class, overall. Woot woot. Average kid, making something of my life.

Anyway, that's my bit of wannabe hero news for the evening. :]