I received an email earlier, and she'll know who she is but it was awesome to hear that someone actually read my blog enough to reach out and comment about it. My other blog, if ever stumbled upon is not a happy one, I'll admit. I've been through a rough time in my life. I won't share that publically on here or anything but I think it's part of the reason it makes me strive to be the best man I can possibly be. To be better than I was seemingly raised to be or cared about. I treat everyone I love with a passion and I am not afraid to stand up for the ones I love.
Anyway though, I'm having a bad night so I'm just all out in rant mode. I only have a few more days till I go test out for my NREMT exam. That's kind of nerve racking, but I really think I'll be fine. I know I'll be fine. I've studied and worked hard for this and it's my dream. Starting my first real job, that's always exciting too. Living in a small town like the one I live in, I stay at the station a lot, and rarely run calls because we get so few, but when we do happen to get a call, minuscule or not I'm all ready to go. All ready to do everything I can to help this person... because in the end everyone deserves to be helped. Everyone deserves a second chance at life and if I can be that person to give them that second chance then that's the greatest feeling in the world. Knowing I just helped a person return to their life, to their job, or maybe their family and kids, moms and dads, just something. It's just... a good feeling.
I'm not sure why I'm awake right now, so if this blog doesn't even really make much sense I'm sorry. Just.. rough night and like writing about my passions in life seemed to help some.
